2010 RESOLUTONS

AFTER A LONG DAY OF PLAYING...

Why ley?

why must call office cannot email by coporate mey? Why must you be so concern ley? Not your fucking business understand. Busybody will not come to any good end.

Why bother to like everything on the updates and status? It's fucking irritating.

Your comments is not needed AT ALL.

It's none of your fucking business, girl!

I am highlighting every single word in this post here RED because it represent my JEALOUSY TO ANGER right now!!!

Say that I'm unreasonable by alll meansss. THIS GUY IS MINE!

She's my lil bitch <3

Coco, and then Coco, and then Coco again @ WEBCAM [=

Haha Linsheng so fucking fat!

FAT CAT!

Super FAT!

Alien sia!

Wha I'm like so super slim sia.

My face jitao CMI!

Snowing!

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And hor, STUPID REAGAN ONG STILL NOT HOME YET. AIYO!

you not home i cannot fall aslp):

Ong Coco (De Chanel)

Hi! She's in her new home now! (:

TINGTING'S 19TH B'DAY ADV CELEBRATION

And these 4 pictures are so called the joke of the day for my purposely 'pro & skilled' photograhy.

Lastly, Happy 19th B'day to Miss LST. Quite sad I couldn't use my cosmetics thus didn't wear make up to ya b'day (WELL, explaining why i look like a fucking ugly fat woman down those pictures), if not I will sure 'zi lian' like hell de lor. Never aimed the camera at my own face myself alone like even once except for 1 mirror reflected one. Felt like super rejected lor. hahahha! <3

FUCKING FUNNY I SWEAR!

Baby's youngest bro did these vids that make me literally ROTFL ; I swear I did! And that I can't help laughing till the extend that I have to grab hold of my tummy against the ache due to over-laughing and tears populating over my eyes lor. Kan fucking funny manz. LMAO!! :D

Omg, I too wanna be like her! SO LOVED. ^^

Xiaxue's engaged! Her boyfriend proposed to her, like, RIGHT IN THE CINEMA THEATER!

So sweet or what! He booked the entire theater hall and then cast clips of him on the super big projector screen and then appeared like suddenly and proposed!

So sweet!

Watch here: http://www.clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?c=1&p=8&v=268

I cried okay!

Mr Ong you ley? hehehehek!

And making me loved minded now lor. So I'm intending to post out some lovely photos of us over the year then. not sorted out, and like super random......

(am imagining now if that ong mao mao kneel down suddenly and shouts "will you marry me?" with that bling bling ring! wha piang.........)

REALISED WE TOOK FUCKING MANY PHOTOS OVER THE YEAR BUT THIS FEW MONTHS ALOT LESSER. BECAUSE OF WORK I BELIEVE.

I'M GONNA CONTINUE MY D.I.E EPISODES NOW. SO BYE NOW.

MY BOOK ARRIVED!

Excellent efficiency from Kino, my book kinda arrived at about 9 in the dawn when the expected time of delivery is from 8am - 5pm (:

Gonna smear open the plastic cover now... tee hee hee!

One of my 2 most Important darlings in my life <3

That's my girl! (:

That's my boy! Gees <3

That'a all 'bout it. lol. Rushing to complete my D.I.E series! 2 more disc to finish and continue with D.I.E Again (PART II) Cool (:

So I spent my whole day rotting at home because I'm kinda into the HK Drama D.I.E I can't bear to leave my eyes off the screen for a min. Well, except for going to the loo and gg down for lunch with baby. It's the genre of show for me. The mystery, detective kinda show. You know, like the Kindaichi show.. Loveit(:

Had like 5 breakouts today when I woke up looking at the reflection of myself ): Appointment to NSC (National skin centre) is like on the 25th Jan'10. Still more than a month before it arrives. Have to stick to that smelly brown cream to temporarily 'tong' my pathetic face. Look what NYSS (New York Skin Solutions) had done to me. Hate them, gimmick-ers, cheaters..

Oh ya, this afternoon purchased the 'Pomeranians for dummies' book online and shall be arriving tomorrow or Wednesday the latest right to my doorstep. Can't wait, esp this SUNDAY! :D:D

Actually wanted to purchase another handbook on Poms as well but money wise.... decisions aborted. And since this book was suggested by baby's bro as well, I thought it will be good. Anyway it's for dummies what. I think I am as regards to this. Whahahaha.

Ok I go watch my drama liao.

Ssssup. I'm missing Coco! 7 days more for her to come her new home. Like an excited. Rented HK Drama series 'Death Investigation Extension' from Jiawen just now at her shop which apparently is her last day of work at TVBI. Laugh my ass off. She never stick to one job for long. Salute sia!

But anyway she's still my best of friends over a decade. Right? ^^

(*Caressing my fingers across her neck*)

Anyway, some lil photos i took randomly on the day visiting Coco:

My Rolling stones tongue. Cool or not. Lol.

Coco replenishing her thirst! Must be the cutest pup ever.

& that's me and Mr Reagan Ong Mao Mao! So long since I address him that. Hahaha.

My hair was dyed and highlighted red by Yanling darl as part of her Final exam piece. Apparently my hair don't look that reddish but it was really fucking red in actual fact. But I myself can't stand my own bad habit at the fact that I have to wash and shampoo and condition my hair every single time when I wet my hair during shower. Hence my red is eventually dropping off quick and now it's becoming like the typical 'ah-lian-color' people like to categorize the color as. Well, IYKWIM (If You Know What I Mean).

And then earlier this noon, baby gotten his new handphone HTC TOUCH HD II. Super long sia the model name. Like a kuku. He's like so super engrossed with his gadgets like always one la, then throw me aside. BAHH. So I literally pulled him to Jiawen's working outlet to rent dvd and kill my boredom. On an unrelated sidenote, my hands are attacked by the strong acid of the Dettol sterilizer. It's looking so unglam now! ): Sigh.

And then I keep disturbing and irritate him that he owe he 10 bucks from the computer room to the bedroom to the dining hall till he give up and 'kiap' the money in my wallet. Laoniang is the winner! YEY YEY!

And then his lil bro Linsheng is super funny, I can't help laughing cos' whenever I aim my camera at him, he will show me that lj face. Haha. And we were like, keep surfing the webbies for all sorts of activities we can provide for Coco, see, how passionate are we? :D

At D.I.E Episode 2 only now, and it's nice! Shall continue blogging later.

Watch drama first. ............................ And cuddle my babyboy(:

P/S: Coco, mummy loves you many many ok! *winkwink* (HAHA!)

Suuup badey. Back from visiting Coco. Can bring her home next week Sunday! Super excited. Thanks Angjiahao for recommending me to ya' uncle's place. Fabulous I found this lil cutie to join my family.

Missed the sun today. Gonna hit it tomorrow. Ciaos(:

Supposed to go on fishing trip today (just now) but was cancelled but nevermind, wasn't that excited tho.

tomorrow morning: SUNTAN! SWIMMING!

tomorrow afternoon: go visit Coco and buy her stuffs back to welcome her joining the family next week! tsktsk!

tomorrow gonna bring my dslr for some shootings. some work to be done like seriously. Oh btw, her name is Leandra. Hahahahhaha.

Terminator Salvation now. Then early bed for tomorrow's activity!

First of all, I will be blogging most photos at http://ahmay.tumblr.com cos I thought that tumblr will post bigger image out there and I kinda love it <3

Secondly, I need to go on diet but the motivation is not here yet ):

Thirdly, NG LI YAN you say will tag you better tag! LOL!

Fourthly, I love Reagan Ong!

Lastly, photos please go to http://ahmay.tumblr.com

Thankyou!!! ^^

I PUBLIC MY BLOG LE.

Privated my blog yesterday. Due to one post. Decided to ask Cousin Jenny to show me how to lock texts hence TA-DA! I publicize my blog again. So LAME!!

Added 4 new songs. First two are by youtuber who sings her talents online. Next two is X'mas song la. Hehehehehe!

Long time since I really blogged ever since my overseas trip. Been too lazy to blog but rather I decide to private it so I can actually diary out my thoughts.

Maybe my tumblr blog will be the one I can simply utter some nonsenses in cos' since it can't be private anyway. Laughs <3

What happened most lately was of cos, the puppy incident. I was really disappointed with those people backfiring their words. Seriously am having some racists actions towards indians after that.

But then again it was a good thing in return tho, because I got a cute puppy in return (: We after which decided not to name her Cookie because it makes us think of that incident. Hence we had name our new and FIRST puppy Pomeranian COCO ONG! Isn't that sweet? The name was after many test, opinion, suggestions, interview and approval that everyone was satisfied with.

Linsheng even created a lil bloggie for her. That was like so sweet la! Silly boy (:

Well she's only 1 month old! So super tiny, only the size of like... two horizontal palms? Has decided to put my love all on her.. since I have so much of it hahaha.

Today Aps called me regarding my job and asked me to join back to them and continue working there as a part timer. I agreed. But now I kinda regret it tho because I thought I wanted to make a better future and then why am i agreeing to go back to them?

Exactly. I'm so stupid. I should look forward and then start anew. I was actually afraid to start new roads of my life because I'm afraid of failure. I don't know why too. Thinking of going school for courses next year terrified me as well because I don't have any idea where to get the money to start my schooling as well as my determination..

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Stress about how I'm going back to school, about what new job that will suits my lifestyle.. stress about every thing...

sometimes, I seriously thought of leaving Singapore, staying in a isolated area where no one knows me, and just simply stay there...

Sometimes it just hurts thinking of reality.... No wonder when you are young, you always hear adults saying things like "sometimes i wish I'm a kid, no worries.." So now I finally figure out this sentence..

Prawn fishing night on 23 Nov.

The thing is 6 ATTEMPTS was being unappreciated Facebook keep failing me to upload the photos up the album. Wth! 6 attempts = 6 x 50 mins c'mon! Just pass me bodoh! 7th attempt is on it's way right now, please make the 7th the last la dey! ISH!

2 more days to go! WOOOOPPIEE!

I'm back from Tumblr! HEHS. Tumblr is <3

Anyway! Happy Anniversary to my babyboy! He's forever a baby teehee and I love you so much <333333

Prawn fishing yesterday night was great. But came my monthly aunt agony. Thanks ey, what a timing. A few more days to jet off to BKK! Nabey-ness, super excited I should say.

I owe Jenny like SOOOOO many pictures but then I'm working! No much time for me to deal with the photos it's sucha time comsuming thingy. And I have new 271 photos up for grab taken yesterday. Today as early as 8am I was being asked to surrender the photos up online. Like a superman only!

Diploma in: Marketing & Sales, Marketing, Business, HR. Which which which? I'm having second thoughts on Engineering as well. Ah, kick off that thoughts. BAH.

Prawners of the night!

Will find a time to post all the pics up and STORY IT OUT. SUPER GAY I SWEAR!

@ Yishun Dam

Guess what they are doing (:

GAY OR NOT YOU TELL ME.