2o 0ct'o6. MONDAY .


this is gng to be one of my saddest post i will ever make.
life is full of ups and dwn. why suffer and suffer? i had a new life recently, let me talk about my life.

On the 22nd of oct, i had a job as a retailer at DANO, a well-knwn office-wear apparels outlet in singapore and hong hong. i believe all the ladies office workers will know this shop, which seems so professional on the outside, but in fact, only like a piece of shit on the inside. no one knws, unless they gone thru wad i gone thru, or should i say .. unless they worked there. maybe the problem lies with me. maybe ..
well, i was posted to Juncti8n to work, and i was told to be only temporary there. i thought it gonna be temporary for 1mth, which was supposed to be like that as told by the supervisor - ai ling. i worked there for only two days when i got posted to jurong point. well, sth depressed was that, during this period, specifically - 23rd oct ; was the day we broken off.

It was hell for me, coz it wasnt meant to be. how can be let go when you still love your guy but initially, he still loves you?! so i live life miserably for almost a week, without eating A BITE for 5 full days and within these 5days, out of the 3days i nvr had a sip. not that iwanted to torture myself, it's just that i couldn't bring myself to eat or swallow anything. i only rmb out of the 3/5 days that i din drink that thing, for the 2days that i drank, i actually ate sth - bubble tea's pearl. that's all. can't believe i can be so foolish concerning relationship. wad a fool. but i really loves him. :))
We patched up on the 29th. and things went on smoothly. And then it came after two days, i got a call frm my agent that i got a job as a administrator in a logistic company - Translink Pte Ltd. (this company is bought over by AGILITY and hence is known as Agility Pte Ltd with effect on 13th Nov. )

I accepted to take on this job as i was jobless so i just take any ahlibabah job i got. so this was a new one to me, about office work and stuffs. But i juz gaf it a shot. i started work on that particular day and found out i have all the friendly colleagues. i am the SMALLEST one in the whole of translink. ( and the WHOLE of Trankslink is VERY VERY BIG.)
to be short - i am the smallest in just this department. i am in the distribution department which was actually in charge of the warehouse - in and outgoing blah blah ..

on the second day of work i started to know the delivery guys in the warehouse and become friends with them. i first came to know this lil thug call MAN ( pronnouced as Monday's M-O-N, not manchester's M-A-N ) . he is a very firiendly 3o odd guy. then i strated to knw more and more colleagues fom the delivery team. first came CHUCKY or CHUCK or ZULKIFLI or ZUL or whatever short short name i can get for him, den came ZAKI, the dearest ahbang i ever found in this place. he dotes on me. but not only him, everyone here dotes on me ALOT. maybe because i'm the smallest and thus gained their dotes. but whatever it is, i really loves them. all the uncles and ahbang loves me and care for me. i really feel like a little girl here at work. i can say i'm enjoying while working..

majority of the D.T guys are malays, so i get to knw alot of malays korkor who really really treat me like their own adik. slowly .. i get to knw Wan, Razak 1 and Razak 2, Noel, Andika. AND more and more i couldn't rmb. during brk time i would go to find them and eat tgt. aft work i will go out with them to lepak ( enjoy and relax in malay ) anywhr they wan - as they got their own transport own bike. i would go riding with them mostly during near weekends or during weekends. i somehow enjoy being with them althou sometimes i dun understand what they are talking about. hahaa. but i can say i really enjoy alot when i'm with them. i feel very happy - indeed.

Chuck - 23. lives at jurong west. still send me home whenever he can. touched and moved, i really appreciates everything he done for me. when i quarrelled with my guy, he will be with me to console me. when i feel hungry, food will appear in front of me. when i'm thirsty, he will offer me drinks. when i'm bored, i can hear his bike's honking at me. hahaa. is taht the way to describe? well, i dunoo. but it's true. i love him. i really do. THANKS -

NO OFFENCE TO ALL MALAYS READING - i used to think that malays around my age or young age i supposed are lousy who talks about FACE and MONEY.
BUT . BUT - this had then changed my thinking after i knw them. they really changed my feel to all malays. really.
this chuck y sms me once abt this :" i alreadi told u ryt money concern nt my genre.. .. "
guess what. he's wonderful.

zaki - my so called ahbang who dotes on me alot alot alot alot alot. he lvoes me alot too. he always accompany me thru my darkest moment and always make my days feel so bright. i had nvr felt so wonderful WITH a friend ever for so long. i really treasure this friendship i have.

WAN - not so close but he do farts alot. LOL.

i donoo this andika very well, just a talking friends. but he is very funny eh. he always make me laugh.

sorry friends, i know this is not a interesting post or story for you guys, but it is my life. i wan to publicise all my wonderful firiends i had made. they really make my life a WORTHY one.

i love you guys. thanks really. i will rmb you guys FOREVER!
SAD to say, my supervisor is A VERY WEIRD ONE. she is a very jealous kinda boss. VERY WEIRD - CUNNING and proud. she claims to say she owns this WAREHOUSE. wha lao. i couldn't xplain how she really is. come wrk and you guys will knw. she cannot stand any girl who outstands her. nobody likes her. when the day she realised that i am friends with the D.T guys she started to give me hard times and kao beh kao bu. till one day .. she told me my last day is one 17th nov..
i cried on the spot.

it's my first time i cry when i have to leave a job. i still rmb how delighted and EXCITED i felt when i left my previous job last time. now, whenever i thought of it, i just cant help but cry. i really miss all my ahbangs and colleagues who worked with me. all are so caring so friendly. i really love forward to work every night.

kamal - one of my colleague helped me to fight for it and my working days is ectended to wednesday - 22nd nov. my last day. i donoo what to do after 22nd. i miss this place. i really really do.'

nice working hours - nice working environment. its a kinda wrk every girls like me wanted. but good things always last very shortly. not even a month for me, i have to say byebye to this wonderful workplace. my salute to all my friends here. i love you all. you guys make my life a very very happy and worthy one. thanks all!!!

thanks to my dearest KAMAL - who always guide me along my work. even i i did things wrong, you still teach me patiently. a very funny and man guy. well, hahaa -
thanks for teaching me so many things and wasting your time on me too. haha. teach me alot of stupid rubbish malays filters**
buapelir - the most deepest word i can nvr forget. haha.

my biggest thanks to chee, who always send me to work. haha.
chee, sorry that i caused you to be late the other time. hope you won put it to heart. you are a very very good guy here. YOU ARE THE MAN (kamal) haha. thanks alot, really.
thanks for your makan. your milo. thanks thanks thanks.

rahmat - funny funny funny. owns a super4. my favourite. hahaa. sent me bk home once aft a bowling game. a very good ahbang also. hmm :))

imran - a very fit one out there. owns a K2. hunk. always talk cock with me. haha. what else?

william - a big size one out there. haha. nice guy. nice hubby.

edwin - BLUR ? haha. not so blur as you see. nice guy.

Ganesan - sorry i trap your mouse everytime. haha..

abdullah - owns both bike and car. young and married. hahaa. a v nive young guy..
michelle - around my age. jc girl. clever. hahaa. hold on there girl.l thanks for waiting for me everytime. haha.

sharon - i hope you got raped by cat. GRRR~ tell me if yoooong f* or that old lee is strong anot. =XxXxXx


i miss this place la. last few days here already. hais..
thanks alot. i miss you all.

THANKS.

o9 n0v'o6 -- o8:3o pm .

now still in the office..

got to rush wrk. hai. missed e celebration with sherlene. so sry. hv to finish my wrk. SRY GIRL - happy 16th Birthday darl. may all ya dreamz come true for you.

today so boring, struck in the office the whole day. ytd poten wrk hahaa. cos woke up late den jus call office say on mc lo. den zul oso din go. the day before i ride on his bike hm. den buang on the express way. hahaa. quite pain wor, but he's more serious cos he made me to fall on him so he got more injured. den his exhaust pipe was stratched. my fault. so sry abang. hahaa. den chatted for quite long before heading home. great to hv him as friend. hehee.

den tdy come bk wrk all ppl knw i buang bike WTF. den all suan me like hell. hahaa. tmr gg bowling with my colleagues aft wrk. hehee. den i donwan go. aft that one of my colleagues say he longbang me go den i say ok. hahahaa. cos i suah gu mah. so wan to experience bike ride. hoho.

tdy gt a new girl come wrk. name is wad?
- MICHELLE.
basically, i'm sensitive to this name because the fcuking b'itch i mentioned in my previous post was named MICHELLE.
well, ahas.

gtg to wrk. cya -

yey. back to blog. now in wrk office. lol. no assignment for me ley. so come and post. lolol.

well. forget my previous post. wrote it in times of depression. haa. hmm. me and my boy back tgt liao. but got one lil B***h =x been obstruckting wad i feel it's nt right for her to do do. well. wad can i say. SHE should knw the limit. fcuker ..
quitted dano cos been transferred to Jurong point's and the environment really sux lo. i cant tahan the supervisor and staffs who always keep their mouth shut like goondoos. nb. mouth is full of SHIT and therefore nvr utter a word out of it. wtf? so i QUIT.
luckily for me i quit lor. well, nw wrkin in a logistic company at jurong area doing admin stuffs. all colleagues are really friendly. hehee. so hv a great time with em, and its office hours wrkin time thus can spend tym wid my sweethearts like my boy, my kins and my friends during weekends.
Lynn wrkin in vista in a hp shop under singtel and teresa wrkin in bugis as a sales asst. liyan and jiahao wrkin as suki sushi's crew and yipeng wrkin under yongli's wrkin place. not under yongli. haha.
anywayy, thru this post, i wan to send my gratitude to my dearest buddy, ANG JIA HAO, for being my best companion during my darkest moment. you walked with me tgt when i was really down and .. anyway, THANKS. i wish you all the best to your aims and targets now. ALL the best. thanks alot. my salute - -
i saw ahjoy at bugis ytd. she told me that she had lost her job due to the DOPPLE of the shop that she used to tend to. lolol.

AHJOY: you missed call me but my hp couldnt receive in time of your contact number. so if you sees this, gimme a sms for me to reach out of ya no. lolol. sry !

my wrk place here got a warehouse. got alot of malay boys wrking. got one v yandao ley. hehee. he's zul , 20 or 21 but look like 17 - 18 oly. lolol. jus gotto knw his name and age tdy morning aft a casual talk. and learnt to knw he got bike. lolol. so young got bike. lolol.
i had been slacking for more than 2 hrs now liao. cos i got no assignment, finished wad i'm to do and supervisor go meeting. lolol.
so see ya guys ard. hv fun all :))