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The fact that I'm turning 20 in almost a month's time freak me out. Time is speeding off without me, ain't no time to waste.

Going over to Denniswee tomorrow so I'm praying hard to god for blessings and that everything turns out well C:

Quite a busy weekends having my time spent with bf. Tho tiffs and quarrels are on and off, I'm still contended for his presence and well, that's part of parcel in life i guess.

Out early morning to meet Ahkew and then back home in the afternoon. Faced the com the whole day dealing with hundreds of overdued photos. I guess it's coming to a time soon I'm uploading it up. If not I may not have the free time to do so as of Monday C:

Really need money right now. Nothing else matters now. Gotta get rich or die trying. Yeah that's my motto right now C:

Okay, gotta get back to the photos left dying for me and then to bed (to hug my buibui) to prepare for my battle tomorrow. Ciaos C:

I really wanted to blog but god dammit what's wrong with blogger? The bar for uploading photos and all other icons are just LOST like suddenly?

Fuck. Is anyone encountering the same problem as me?
I have tons of words, thoughts and photos to share.


I have like a sudden urge and mood to post all photos up. All the due ones:

- Reagan's 21st
- Trey's 21st
- Hotdog Carnival 2010
- Malacca family trip
- Mikkel's Portfolio
- Genting highland holiday trip

& my life's worst and biggest regret


ALOT RIGHTZXZXZ. The fucking blogger just give a fucking timing to be down on their server/site?

WTHZ.

V. lazy to blog ley.

Nothing to blog.

Not saying there's nothing happening in my life. Just discreet? Diaooooo.

Yea. Few more hours to KL-Genting. Gonna shop, play, eat, gamble.

Mad excited.

Like a suddenly so many rare visitors to my blog. Why, what you guys wanto know? LMFAO.

Telephone Vids finally up.

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Sssup. Been long since I blog. Aw. Not in that mood really.

Gloomy skies like my heart is now. Thousands of regret ain't bringing the time back. 2o years in my life, I finally learnt to cherish a chance yet I didn't and now it's finally too late.

I know I will never forgive myself. I know I cant pass this level of mine. I know how much I hate myself despite people telling me how it's not my fault.

I appreciate thoughts from all my friends esp Miss kew who actually bought me tonic to 'brew up' my life. But no matter how much I gonna make my health improve, i know my heart will still be broken afterall..

This road has been so hard for me to go through. So hard.. I know i have to brace up no matter how. But I'm really not that strong, I just feel like giving up this life of mine.

Life's a misery, really. Can I give it up? ): I have been holding on for so long. I can't seem to let go of things that's supposed to be. And I let go of things that's not supposed to be. What am i sucha pussy I really wonder. I tried moving, guess I'm just stucked in the middle of nowhere since the day I made a wrong decision. I really wish God will forgive me for all my sins. I know what done is done, I know I can't even do anything to pay back. I can't even forgive myself and move on. I can't even understand what I want. I regret soo much, yet there's nothing to be done.

Sigh.

I am not ok ):

Hello. It has been quite some time since I blog a good post. I've been busy coping with my new job? But well, apparently it wasnt going on well because a guy with a pussy has been messing up with my life at work.

Hmm hmm. Gotta feeling I will be sacked soon? Cos I didnt go to work on Friday? Whatever pffft - just gotta find a new job. well

Oh. Please pardon me for my tons of question marks in many of my sentences. hahaha.

And that things arounds me has been turning quite and kinda fast i cant seems to catch up so I have no time to update about what I've been doing lately! Zomg, and Coco is getting 'longer' as days goes. hahaha.. Anyway we were just back from the HOTDOG CARNIVAL. Interacted with all sorts of Dogs from A-Z seriously. Met up with the SPC (Singapore Pomeranian Club) and had fun there over at the carnival - yes especially Coco who was sooooo tired at the end of the event. Well that was her virgin trip interacting with soooo many of her species! Of cos!

Anyway~

Turning point for me as of now and then.

I have to be strong anyway! JIAYOU JIAHUI! (sounds quite rhythmic lol)

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i am free of tampons for another 33 more weeks! haahhahaha. (NO COMMENTS)

Wish my child will be even cuter than XIAO XIAO BIN & XIAO BINBIN(when he's a kid)!!
Yes my child will be cuter!