2o 0ct'o6. MONDAY .


this is gng to be one of my saddest post i will ever make.
life is full of ups and dwn. why suffer and suffer? i had a new life recently, let me talk about my life.

On the 22nd of oct, i had a job as a retailer at DANO, a well-knwn office-wear apparels outlet in singapore and hong hong. i believe all the ladies office workers will know this shop, which seems so professional on the outside, but in fact, only like a piece of shit on the inside. no one knws, unless they gone thru wad i gone thru, or should i say .. unless they worked there. maybe the problem lies with me. maybe ..
well, i was posted to Juncti8n to work, and i was told to be only temporary there. i thought it gonna be temporary for 1mth, which was supposed to be like that as told by the supervisor - ai ling. i worked there for only two days when i got posted to jurong point. well, sth depressed was that, during this period, specifically - 23rd oct ; was the day we broken off.

It was hell for me, coz it wasnt meant to be. how can be let go when you still love your guy but initially, he still loves you?! so i live life miserably for almost a week, without eating A BITE for 5 full days and within these 5days, out of the 3days i nvr had a sip. not that iwanted to torture myself, it's just that i couldn't bring myself to eat or swallow anything. i only rmb out of the 3/5 days that i din drink that thing, for the 2days that i drank, i actually ate sth - bubble tea's pearl. that's all. can't believe i can be so foolish concerning relationship. wad a fool. but i really loves him. :))
We patched up on the 29th. and things went on smoothly. And then it came after two days, i got a call frm my agent that i got a job as a administrator in a logistic company - Translink Pte Ltd. (this company is bought over by AGILITY and hence is known as Agility Pte Ltd with effect on 13th Nov. )

I accepted to take on this job as i was jobless so i just take any ahlibabah job i got. so this was a new one to me, about office work and stuffs. But i juz gaf it a shot. i started work on that particular day and found out i have all the friendly colleagues. i am the SMALLEST one in the whole of translink. ( and the WHOLE of Trankslink is VERY VERY BIG.)
to be short - i am the smallest in just this department. i am in the distribution department which was actually in charge of the warehouse - in and outgoing blah blah ..

on the second day of work i started to know the delivery guys in the warehouse and become friends with them. i first came to know this lil thug call MAN ( pronnouced as Monday's M-O-N, not manchester's M-A-N ) . he is a very firiendly 3o odd guy. then i strated to knw more and more colleagues fom the delivery team. first came CHUCKY or CHUCK or ZULKIFLI or ZUL or whatever short short name i can get for him, den came ZAKI, the dearest ahbang i ever found in this place. he dotes on me. but not only him, everyone here dotes on me ALOT. maybe because i'm the smallest and thus gained their dotes. but whatever it is, i really loves them. all the uncles and ahbang loves me and care for me. i really feel like a little girl here at work. i can say i'm enjoying while working..

majority of the D.T guys are malays, so i get to knw alot of malays korkor who really really treat me like their own adik. slowly .. i get to knw Wan, Razak 1 and Razak 2, Noel, Andika. AND more and more i couldn't rmb. during brk time i would go to find them and eat tgt. aft work i will go out with them to lepak ( enjoy and relax in malay ) anywhr they wan - as they got their own transport own bike. i would go riding with them mostly during near weekends or during weekends. i somehow enjoy being with them althou sometimes i dun understand what they are talking about. hahaa. but i can say i really enjoy alot when i'm with them. i feel very happy - indeed.

Chuck - 23. lives at jurong west. still send me home whenever he can. touched and moved, i really appreciates everything he done for me. when i quarrelled with my guy, he will be with me to console me. when i feel hungry, food will appear in front of me. when i'm thirsty, he will offer me drinks. when i'm bored, i can hear his bike's honking at me. hahaa. is taht the way to describe? well, i dunoo. but it's true. i love him. i really do. THANKS -

NO OFFENCE TO ALL MALAYS READING - i used to think that malays around my age or young age i supposed are lousy who talks about FACE and MONEY.
BUT . BUT - this had then changed my thinking after i knw them. they really changed my feel to all malays. really.
this chuck y sms me once abt this :" i alreadi told u ryt money concern nt my genre.. .. "
guess what. he's wonderful.

zaki - my so called ahbang who dotes on me alot alot alot alot alot. he lvoes me alot too. he always accompany me thru my darkest moment and always make my days feel so bright. i had nvr felt so wonderful WITH a friend ever for so long. i really treasure this friendship i have.

WAN - not so close but he do farts alot. LOL.

i donoo this andika very well, just a talking friends. but he is very funny eh. he always make me laugh.

sorry friends, i know this is not a interesting post or story for you guys, but it is my life. i wan to publicise all my wonderful firiends i had made. they really make my life a WORTHY one.

i love you guys. thanks really. i will rmb you guys FOREVER!
SAD to say, my supervisor is A VERY WEIRD ONE. she is a very jealous kinda boss. VERY WEIRD - CUNNING and proud. she claims to say she owns this WAREHOUSE. wha lao. i couldn't xplain how she really is. come wrk and you guys will knw. she cannot stand any girl who outstands her. nobody likes her. when the day she realised that i am friends with the D.T guys she started to give me hard times and kao beh kao bu. till one day .. she told me my last day is one 17th nov..
i cried on the spot.

it's my first time i cry when i have to leave a job. i still rmb how delighted and EXCITED i felt when i left my previous job last time. now, whenever i thought of it, i just cant help but cry. i really miss all my ahbangs and colleagues who worked with me. all are so caring so friendly. i really love forward to work every night.

kamal - one of my colleague helped me to fight for it and my working days is ectended to wednesday - 22nd nov. my last day. i donoo what to do after 22nd. i miss this place. i really really do.'

nice working hours - nice working environment. its a kinda wrk every girls like me wanted. but good things always last very shortly. not even a month for me, i have to say byebye to this wonderful workplace. my salute to all my friends here. i love you all. you guys make my life a very very happy and worthy one. thanks all!!!

thanks to my dearest KAMAL - who always guide me along my work. even i i did things wrong, you still teach me patiently. a very funny and man guy. well, hahaa -
thanks for teaching me so many things and wasting your time on me too. haha. teach me alot of stupid rubbish malays filters**
buapelir - the most deepest word i can nvr forget. haha.

my biggest thanks to chee, who always send me to work. haha.
chee, sorry that i caused you to be late the other time. hope you won put it to heart. you are a very very good guy here. YOU ARE THE MAN (kamal) haha. thanks alot, really.
thanks for your makan. your milo. thanks thanks thanks.

rahmat - funny funny funny. owns a super4. my favourite. hahaa. sent me bk home once aft a bowling game. a very good ahbang also. hmm :))

imran - a very fit one out there. owns a K2. hunk. always talk cock with me. haha. what else?

william - a big size one out there. haha. nice guy. nice hubby.

edwin - BLUR ? haha. not so blur as you see. nice guy.

Ganesan - sorry i trap your mouse everytime. haha..

abdullah - owns both bike and car. young and married. hahaa. a v nive young guy..
michelle - around my age. jc girl. clever. hahaa. hold on there girl.l thanks for waiting for me everytime. haha.

sharon - i hope you got raped by cat. GRRR~ tell me if yoooong f* or that old lee is strong anot. =XxXxXx


i miss this place la. last few days here already. hais..
thanks alot. i miss you all.

THANKS.

o9 n0v'o6 -- o8:3o pm .

now still in the office..

got to rush wrk. hai. missed e celebration with sherlene. so sry. hv to finish my wrk. SRY GIRL - happy 16th Birthday darl. may all ya dreamz come true for you.

today so boring, struck in the office the whole day. ytd poten wrk hahaa. cos woke up late den jus call office say on mc lo. den zul oso din go. the day before i ride on his bike hm. den buang on the express way. hahaa. quite pain wor, but he's more serious cos he made me to fall on him so he got more injured. den his exhaust pipe was stratched. my fault. so sry abang. hahaa. den chatted for quite long before heading home. great to hv him as friend. hehee.

den tdy come bk wrk all ppl knw i buang bike WTF. den all suan me like hell. hahaa. tmr gg bowling with my colleagues aft wrk. hehee. den i donwan go. aft that one of my colleagues say he longbang me go den i say ok. hahahaa. cos i suah gu mah. so wan to experience bike ride. hoho.

tdy gt a new girl come wrk. name is wad?
- MICHELLE.
basically, i'm sensitive to this name because the fcuking b'itch i mentioned in my previous post was named MICHELLE.
well, ahas.

gtg to wrk. cya -

yey. back to blog. now in wrk office. lol. no assignment for me ley. so come and post. lolol.

well. forget my previous post. wrote it in times of depression. haa. hmm. me and my boy back tgt liao. but got one lil B***h =x been obstruckting wad i feel it's nt right for her to do do. well. wad can i say. SHE should knw the limit. fcuker ..
quitted dano cos been transferred to Jurong point's and the environment really sux lo. i cant tahan the supervisor and staffs who always keep their mouth shut like goondoos. nb. mouth is full of SHIT and therefore nvr utter a word out of it. wtf? so i QUIT.
luckily for me i quit lor. well, nw wrkin in a logistic company at jurong area doing admin stuffs. all colleagues are really friendly. hehee. so hv a great time with em, and its office hours wrkin time thus can spend tym wid my sweethearts like my boy, my kins and my friends during weekends.
Lynn wrkin in vista in a hp shop under singtel and teresa wrkin in bugis as a sales asst. liyan and jiahao wrkin as suki sushi's crew and yipeng wrkin under yongli's wrkin place. not under yongli. haha.
anywayy, thru this post, i wan to send my gratitude to my dearest buddy, ANG JIA HAO, for being my best companion during my darkest moment. you walked with me tgt when i was really down and .. anyway, THANKS. i wish you all the best to your aims and targets now. ALL the best. thanks alot. my salute - -
i saw ahjoy at bugis ytd. she told me that she had lost her job due to the DOPPLE of the shop that she used to tend to. lolol.

AHJOY: you missed call me but my hp couldnt receive in time of your contact number. so if you sees this, gimme a sms for me to reach out of ya no. lolol. sry !

my wrk place here got a warehouse. got alot of malay boys wrking. got one v yandao ley. hehee. he's zul , 20 or 21 but look like 17 - 18 oly. lolol. jus gotto knw his name and age tdy morning aft a casual talk. and learnt to knw he got bike. lolol. so young got bike. lolol.
i had been slacking for more than 2 hrs now liao. cos i got no assignment, finished wad i'm to do and supervisor go meeting. lolol.
so see ya guys ard. hv fun all :))

so sian.. now at XXXX hse. really sian. got a new job. wrking in DANO. so sux. so sian.
my life so sian.. single again.. anyone free ask me out..

i noe one day you will read this ..
i love you.
why do you wanto treat me like this??
why?
i love you.
i will wait..

i went to hv a journey of my pics of the past taken yrs back. i realised how SLIM i was in the past. show you some examples:





see the SLIM me :((



took this with xintian:



AWWW~









hais.. any jeanyip or marychia? .. ..



now i show you FAT LIYAN:




compare NOW. gv her a round of applause wor!! jiayou!



lolol. see? so many differences.
i happen to cross by this pic. how MUCH i miss him:






got some of these pics. REALLY LONG ago. lolol. come, let me take you to the tour :x











Wooo~
















with serene ahgirl.













second time rebond day.
















you can see this edited in my friendster. edited by fiona. gees~




yunyang mehmeh. tall me one head. so fish..




e lastym ice cream gang.




hmm..




miss you gers.




how's the tour?
i wish i can be as SLIMMM as before. hahaha.
forget it.

jiayou jiayou jiayou! - N LVL TAKERS ! :))
JIAYOU!



- you telling me shawn's a idoit?!
IFOOKYOU!

life's been so far so 'good'.
hmm. i actually worked for hangten @ cwp for quite sometime since ard June but i now quitted. many things actually happened besides the reason of my upcoming N lvl.
btw my colleagues are part of my reason for quitting. it Sux:(( they are realistic. dammit realistic.
all are facing to reality - nth much i look up em on. thou dey dint ill-treated me but i jus felt that they really face up to the reality so much. i got one colleague who always think she's right. i don care if she's a senior - she feels that she's always right. she wans to haf to says in everything and i cant do some things that she did. i got enough of all these nosense. so fcuked-up.
but indirectly; i got to keep in contact with some others like evangeline. i learnt retail life and i found out that study is still the life for me. so must study hard for my n lvl. i wan to tk O's for nxt yr. NO to ITE [[:

ehh, currently nw at cuppage's lan shop. jus now played a share punch game of pool with liyan[[:
after around 1 - 2 hours, yipeng came to approached me and offered to have a vie with me.
i suggested the one who lose to punch all the game played. He look upon me as a LOUSY player and jio me challenge instead of liyan so ok lor, i nth to lose. if i lose, i share punch with liyan.

game went on NOT very smoothly for me. i FOUL and FOUL and he IN and IN.
:((

.. ..

:((

soon, it was last ball for each of us. fighting for NO.8
not long; the black ball got into a VERY smooth position for yipeng..
den he so arrogant lor. so proud lor.
)): i so SIAN DIAO lor.
i felt i gng to punch liao lor ..

den hor ..

he miss Q. LOLOL.
den i win!!! =xXx

$12.00
HE PUNCH. xD
lolol.
me and yan were dammit happy - we played a 2hrs free game.
ke lian de hum ji peng ..



my prelims math was done tdy. quite easy thou. no Toa Cah Soh or variations blahblahh..
i slp until saliver drip =xXx
jiawen nvr come. SAD --

well. life's been cruel.
i feel that the sky is trumbling dwn on me.
i need ppl to pull my mouth and smile.


happy 11th mth to MY DARLINGG [[:
wo ai ni*
ke ai de nan ren ((:

you gave me all the happiness, all the light that i didnt get it before you entered my life.
iloveu(:

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SEE MY FRIENDSTER :))

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tk cares babes and hunks.
i'll update after o61o - N lvl :))

happy bdae to weijie:)
put tattoo somemore uh. make my lynn sad sad. baddie hor. put liao den tell her. lolol. lynn ger, dun sad liao ok?
they went to hilltop. den hais. something happen ar:(

imagine this: a bunch of friends went to sing songs tgt somewhr. 7 ppl gng to abc KTV. 7 ppl includes willy, winson, terry, alson, john, ben and wilber. ok, alson stays v near the ktv. so he can walk hm. by time their singing session ended, its midnight 2am. terry stays at different area frm the rest. john gng to place which is beside willy's hse and ben stays near the area of theirs. well, wilber stays around winson's hse. that's it.
one cab can accumulate up to 4passenger. and if passable, 5max. supposed to agreed to share a cab within 5 ppl excluding alson who walks hm and winson takin one alone cos he stay there whereas no one is quite near to his. he's drunk. so when flagging for cab, someone suggested for him to take the cab first. den ben suddenly says he bring him hm, den went winson went terry and willy. 5ppl in the bac already, and den? left pitifuly john outside, when he's supposed to be with them in the cab.
brothers? bloody BROTHERS.
simple story which i actually comlpicated it so if u guys dun comprehand the story, jus forget it..

i jus read a news that says beckam quitting a captain:( my idol is backin out. hais.. the news goes..


David Beckham has resigned as captain of England following the national team's failure to reach the semi-finals of the World Cup in Germany. He'd been captain for almost six years and in a statement he said it was time for someone else to lead the team but he would like to continue playing for England.

David Beckham said it had been an honour and a priviledge to have captained England. Of his 95 international appearances 58 have been wearing the captain's armband. In an emotional news conference he said he felt the time was right to step down after discussing it with his family. He said it was the most difficult decision of his career.
By his own standards he's had a poor World Cup and even his trademark free kicks and corner kicks have been wayward. Pressure has been mounting for him to step aside and his retention as captain has been linked to his close ties with the coach, Sven Goran Eriksson.
But with the Swede now stepping down, Beckham has felt it time to resign his captaincy but he stressed that he wanted to continue to play for the team and help the new manager Steve McClaren and the new captain. Steve Gerrard and John Terry are favourites to take over the role.


i love DaViD becKHam. :)


Friday. o7 July o6.

i am bk to my post. gee. hai. so tired wrkin. ytd went to pak pool at ctr den saw evan and via. lolol. via cant go in!! haha. ke lian de not-yet-16-via. =x she gt into a fight wid sm call yimei of cc sec. ah lian! lol..

now is the world cup season. i'm also obsessed into this exciting moment. i support ENGLAND! lolol. bt lose liao. bcos of the fcukin christiano ronarldo frm portugal to fake foul gv rooney kena red card if not e formation wun change and england sure win. hais.. den fcukin dunno hu go kick my LOVELY beck den he leg sprained gt to to sub out of e match. den still sub dat crouch the clumsy ass in. dun even noe hw to stop ball and can still kena stealed by opponent. hais..

world cup rox :)


Thursday - o6 July o6

29 June o6. Thursday.

i left my blog alone to die for alot of mths already. aft my bdae it seems i abandon this blog to rip. bt i realised my conscience and i came bk to operate on this lil blog. see tt e taggy is sick n nid treatment. hehe. i tink i gng to apply for internet agn so will post OFTEN and almost EVERYDAY! hoho. no la, maybe only :x

grrr. 1more mth to n lvl. gd luck to all candidates, includin o lvl takers uh:) so borin since sch reopened. nth better to find me do. change some sub teachers like geog etc. nw at 883plazar bt no ppl so sian. msn no pl online. tdy is wad day? haiyo. feel lyk changin my temlplate, gib a new blog if not look borin but so lazy lei, e lan's is laggy will make me irritated. see when i gt a LOAD tons tym to beauty up my blog lo. ok?

sian. longfu put new tattoo lei. on his ryte side neck. lol. my one mth of holiday din do anything jus wrkin. so borin. den nw prelims comin den n lvl. this is my crucial tyms this yr. mus wrk hrd. lol.

nw wrk cant watch mon's superband, miss my Lucify - kuek n vic. hai.. i mis adriano oso. lol !

he's my cutie,, i miss him lol.

gt nth to blog up. jus to color up my postin. anyone free jus cor me out for shoppin. i'm bored and desperate for shoppin in twn - to shop till drop for this gss season:)

miss ya guys lots. muacks.

i'll be havin bbq instead of chalet for my belated bdae party cos' the chalet rms r bked fully throughout e whole of May except for wkdays which majority cant make it cos' of sch days. So unluckily, it was cancelled and changed to a mini bbq for gdness sake. Somehow, my mood for bday seems gone. Some particular reason which I hate toyr's bday. Budden it was supposed to be over. Happy belated bday to me…
it was a very happy thing – Lucify gt in to the top 8 now n is improving esp the vocalist. Vic gtin more cooler den eva. Awww~
support lucify bebbeh.
Video clips can be viewed n obtained from http://superband.com.sg or Jiawen frm my linky to her's. gees*
ThankYOO guys so much for e bday grtins! so happy. gees, thkies for rmbin my bday. keke. tot can throw my i/c to open a table for pool at cw bud it close befor my bday. grrr~ nvm. go other place. keke. den can go chiong~ =x hahaa. bleagh.
evan bday over liao ryte! can go tgt. hehhehh..
jiawen, yoo one more mth lar. LOLOL.
so sian lately nth to do. i still haven gta my present frm baby. he promised to gimme. he lieR~ bud dt tym go shop already spent alot liao. lolol. gtin bored w/ my lyf, isnt workin much on it. i dint studied for my mye honestly, so strumblin for my results. reali dint expect much on it ler lar. cos' i spent my mye to celebrate my exams so dint hv e mood to studin face bks which isnt suppose to be so lor. lol.
i gt ril lots pics to go on bud i hv't e tym to post it up. wen hv't e tym to upload in e pb for me.so borin..
i tink i gtg. ppl pls tag me if wana find me out. i'm bored to DEATH..

Today is TUESDAY o9 MAY o6.


suppoRt machiDIDI :)

My bdae is nxt wk! O2o5!! Hehe.
Falls on examination day. wtFOOk.

I went to bugis wid bunch of lil'fcukers. Haha. We went to ms fzt bfor dat, had a ljs den shop ard. Went bugis took neos. Fun. Den saw my memorable sis I haf nt had hanged out for a real long tym. Misses em.














I luk lyk e same in almost al e pics eh. Lolol. Dey luk really chios. Darlings, u guys jus rawks. The pics lyk a lil'weird cos of e prob' in my foto editor prgm. But it still luk as swit.

Den lyk xiuyue said in taggy, I v zi lian. Funny. Im not lor..











ghostly me* muahaha . . .







































idiotic*



















told you guys im not zi lian le ma ! haha..

took wid frenzy too!

I diao dem..






den dey beat me !





cole n me ,



sweeties – yan n xiuyue cutie.



meee n CUTE IVAN!



lyin on yan's confort,



oso my friend kitty, lolol. Dats my idiot coin purse!



4s'



tien



On a sunny afternoon, its SIMON'S bdae! We took so many nice pics and neos! I update u guys e pics esp those I took wid my bestie WEN WEN ! lolol. I will post within a wk tym. Stay tuned! Gees!

Btw, today is 26'Apr. Wednesday. . .

Happy advanced bdae to me! ________