GATHERING

Jeez, what fun was yesterday? Omg. Been real long since I caught up with the bunch of candyasses!

Steamboat with Jiahao, Jo, Ruisen, Cheeyong, Ahmao, Jitwee, Aswad, 2 guys I don't know popped out from where and myself at Bugis (:

Super cock sia!

365 new photos. Imagine..

Then after that chilled out at Cq then to Nova with Jitwee, Aswad, Ahmao, Huimei & Aitien.

Thanks friends(:

- Going out now with my HONEY BABY BAOBEI LAOGONG BUIBUI for the movie HACHIKO! Super excited :D

Upload the pics tonight! All the arses pls don't keep rushing me lol.

Hey sssup. Meeting Candy Neo in a few hours' time. Long time since I saw her. I think the last time I saw her was 9 years ago! Omg.

HACHIKO movie is out today! I can't wait to see this movie with Baby! If am not meeting Candy today I would definitely pull Baby to the Cinema and watch it with me! I hope Coco is like Hachiko, hehehehehe ;p

3 days never saw Baby already. Sigh. Miss him like mad. But I'm happy for him cos' he's happy and enjoying! (:

Gonna miss Coco too! ):

Yesterday:

met up with my crazy sec sch classmates.

Jitwee, kuku as usual.

Jiahao, talk will still stumble as usual.

Joanna, cheerful as usual.

Ruisen, cock as usual - 12 years liao ley. hahahaha!

And than who else? Whoever la all are still as crazy as usual la! No diff!

31st Jan Muaythai fight. This time I AM NOT GOING TO PAY FOR THE TICKET.

nabuayz. lol!

- browsed through my old smses yesterday and the memories was superb. Tho many thing never longer is happening I'm still grateful for the past (:

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My Camera was worn out by photos. 800 over new photos and still counting.

Reagan's + Trey's 21st B'day. Tired like f.

Anyway Happy 21st B'day to you again tho it's like past 3 days already! Ya' key to freedom as you have been yearning for!

& Ilu like always..

Get well soon Delwyn!

Sigh. I don't believe liao.

A journal of me on 08 Jan

08 Jan:

• Baby went out to M'sia for a day on his job trip. I'm left alone and I miss him so much! Sigh. Keep thinking of him every now and then. I'm going insane ):

• Hence met up With Ruifeng & Yencheng to Rebel to chill out. So long since I met Yc and I miss her so much too! ^^

• I had Bad hair day on this day. Probably missing Baby too much.

• I tried on putting falsies lashes below my eyes & it looked kan terrible.

Looked really fierce. Met up Yc @ cwp and had our dinner at LJS. While waiting for the orders, I actually plucked out the lower lashes out. I thought I looked and felt better without those. Haha.

• Some pics taken otw to meet Rf (:

• @ the locker (:

• And then w/ me & Rf (:

• Yc & Rf ^^ New friends still talk so much non-stop. lol.

• There @ Rebel, not long after we saw Nick & groups too! As our table were really near the entrance, it was so easily spotted. Lol. So we shared the table.

• And then Miss Mah Rf got drunk. Lol! I had to take care of her all the way. She was really funny when drunk. hahahaha. Bth.

• To the extend I have to hand over my stuffs to Nick, asking him to take care for me so I can concentrate on taking care of Miss Mah! (Initially thought that she was supposed to be the one to take care of me? hahahhaha ;p)

• Then Nick took my camera and crazed with it lol!

• Yuenfatt & Nick, craziest lor.

• I love my girls! <3

• Errrr, I don't know who! hahahaha.

• Errrr, I also don't know who! hahahahaha. But Nick says his name is Jaime. I thought this name is for girl de lor? x:

• Me and the girls: Emily, me, Rf, Yc, Serena & Sab. Taken suddenly de lor! I haven't even stand properly. Look at Yc! hahahaha.

• He craved it during Ny countdown. -___-

• Nick & Sab

• Smoking area. Free from Rf! hahahaha. Yc took over to take care. haha!

• Is that Rf behind? Lol. I was taking care of her - putting lemon into her mouth if you can see that, hahaha!

• Emily, Sab & Serena

• Serena & Nick

• Sab & Mingjuan

• Mingjuan & Nick.

• Mingjuan, Yf & Jaime

• End of the day the camera returned to my side safely. Lol. Didn't really danced that night. Cos I was missing Baby so much ):

• Adding that Rf was a lil over tipsy and REBEL'S SONGS SUCK!

• Zirca was better but went there only awhile tho.. Yc brought me over after going to the ladies and it was hilarious cos there was this cage thingy she ask me to go up with her! Haha.

Well, shy nah, so I rejected. haha..

• It was a fun night, thanks to everybody who spent the night with me, I don't feel so lonely afterall (:

• It was really nice cos at least I could set my mind on something else(:

Still, I miss My Baby Ong and he's still not back yet!

Sigh.

Plusnote: Rf is my new BFF! whahahaha. super dramatic :D

*& super thanks to Yc & Rf ilu!*

Baby's going overseas today. How am I gg to survive till tmr! Awwww,

Jiahui is dead on 08 Jan 10!

Will get alive back on 09th (:

I always look at your page because I miss you. :( : Missing you makes me feel like a stalker.

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I always look at your page because I miss you. :( : Seeing you now makes me sad. Can't we just go back in time and have things the way they used to be?

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Going down for Tattoo Convention 2010! Probably on Friday I guess? Cousin will be there so can take a lonely trip down all the way from North to East to see her(:

Has been cooping myself at home lately anyway.

Felt like partying but there isn't any event coming up! Sigh. 15Jan is about a week away from now, which means I need to a alive again to work my arse off. Money is all that revolves around the globe ya - (Tho I used to be skeptical about this but now I'm sure it is)

I need the doctors to save my face. 25 Jan! 25 Jan! 25 Jan!

Oh! btw,

COCO IS LOVE!

I'm currently reading Http://jiahui.blogsome.com

Read throughout the whole content of year 2009. Super memorable. Some feelings once had is rewinding now. hahahhaa. Anyway, 2010 doesn't seems bright either.

*I feel better now cos I accepted the reality (:

White color based blog for a new start of e year. Ugly, plain? Just something fresh la.

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Well, I think I'm abandoning the hope & thoughts of my E_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ t already. The vision seems to be getting clearer that it will not be happening. Well, fred not cos I'm already kinda optimistic towards everything aleady.

Life huh.

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Anyway, just committed a sin by filling my tummy up with twister fries. Like once only annually. How to resist. Duh.

Yapppp, got totally drunk and knocked out on Saturday Night @ Obar celebrating Amanda's 21st Birthday. Fucking drunk. K.O pfffft.

Polaroid @ Amanda's Parteh.

Scanned it in. Quality looked old enough. Scanner old liao.

*

Woke up next day with terrible hangover,

plus 2 super big Balugu; swollen and super painful on my head lor. Wonder how I got that.

Drunk = Injuries.

2 bumps on head.

1 bump on thigh area.

1 swell on bum.

Fuck sia.

Totally gone.

CUSTOMIZING BLOG IN PROGRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

TUMBLR UPDATED (:

HERE.

What explains my 2009

Another year has gone again, just typically a blink of an eye. It's funny how day by day nothing changes, but when you look back everything is different.

Major or somewhat that left an impression of 2009 was maybe....

• Working at the Airport (:

& till now i still miss them (:

• Got more closer than usual with friends & not fogetting my beloved cousins!

• Losing weight and gaining back to old self

HA. This is a real laugh. Dress size drop tremendously, then start back the craving and then BOOMZ, back here again with that fat arse.

• Bangkok trip

• Major test of LOVE by God

September flashback. Major setback. The spoiler of the year, dirt of all 365 days that was to be called pretty. He was out, no there was no peace. He ruin it all. He ruin my happiness, O' well, almost. But well apparently he did ruined my reputation and name. Seriously I was abit taken back but I don't give a damn because I know whatever he could have said would all be stuffs that will earn credits for himself. Don't everyone agree? Who will say bad stuffs and ruin his/her own reputation? Neverthless I don't give a freaking damn about what other people may look upon me because it's still my life to live afterall.

Well as a good saying goes:

Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you, you just gotta figure out who’s worth suffering for.

I don't think he's any importance to make me figure out how to convince people how innocent I was compared to all his lies and ego words that will bury his own ugly actions. What most important is the people around me who I love and they loves me back know and believe what kind of person I am.

Reckoning that only 2 people, my lovely bitches KYL & OJW fully understand how I feel towards this whole story, I best suggest that this whole matter be buried together with 2009.

Tho this is an ugly part of life that I created myself, I have understood who is the one who really mean most to me and vice versa..... .....most importantly, I have understood who is the one who has never given me up (:

I do not wish to extend further regarding this matter, I would like to just thank, and thank and thank so many people who went thru with me during these times, who believed me, who supported me, I love you guys! Thanks<3

Heartfelt thanks to:

my 3 bitches: Yanling, Jiawen & Allen - for listening to my woes, sharing my tears, heartaches and for trusting me.. These are friends, & I finally understand why (:

Him, as well. Because of you I finally found these friends who I know that they are friends, and finally knowing who is the one who really care and love me and never given me up afterall. So thanks. (eyes closed)

Most importantly, YOU<3

You went through too much because of me, I had said too many times and this time I would still like to say it: thanks for believing in me, caring for me and of all, never giving me up. I finally understand how strong our love is. We have been thru ups and downs, sometimes our quarrels seems like forever but we always get to make it fine. I always know we can make it. Perhaps now your love for me no longer exists but I'm still grateful that God has given you to me, that is probably the best gift I could ever ask for. I'm truly sorry tho I had said it probably a thousand times but then again I'm sorry and I love you and I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you....

• A new family member, COCO (:

She... well, brought a life outta me, love her so much, tho she's abit too naughty now but I belive time changes, so does she (:

She's like of all, the best companian I could ask for, and a good replacement for him when he's not around. Afterall, everything she do just simply put me smiling.

Her life journal with me and family @ Http://ongcoco.blogspot.com

WELL! Basically this should be the whole summary of my 2009. It's a bad bad year. And I'm glad it's coming to an end (: