Finally..

Spend my mc finishing up my incompleted blog make over. Is it better now? ^^

My health is dropping to ground zero soon, should really start panicking and be worried now. Sigh. What's happenning?

On top of that, I have almost finished up editing the tons of photos that I owed, esp to my dear cousin Jenny. It's like 10% more to completing everything. So I promised by tmr it will be up! Promise x9234715102358 times really (: (:

Been quite a tiring and sore weeks for me. It totally jeered my life upside down. However I'm okay now, really contended and happy with what I'm having now. With true friends I finally know who, and knowing where my heart finally belongs to, what else should I ask for?

I have been giving my dear friends alot of troubles, and esp to my dearest baby boy, whom I've disappointed and hurt him over and over again, when he simply just doesn't deserve all the treatments that I had given.

Thanks Baby for giving me the chance to let this relationship blossom again. I know you are very 'xinku'. I am v thankful for all the efforts that you have given and all the hardships you have gone through for me. I'm sorry for being such a bad girlfriend, I don't know where my heart were laying all these while, it has been so lost but now you have finally settled my heart into yours, words simply can't express how much I'm grateful towards your love to me and how much I want to tell you that I really loveeeeee you sooooo much. Everything you done for me has been so great that sometimes I just thought that I just don't deserve it because I have not done anything for you to do all these for me. you are so silly like always, but I'm so happy I found you in my life. Thanks for making me feel so special. I've never felt this way before. I've never felt so loved before, thanks for making me happy, thanks for always trying your best to do anything just to make me smile. Thanks for trying to change things about you that you never thought that you will. Thanks for putting your love in me. I love you!

No matter how hard people try to talk me out, saying that you and me were never meant to be, I will always follow my heart - because they are not me, that never know how much we had been through and how much you had done for me. It doesn't matter to me anymore, really. Like you told me, "stab the eye & the ear". I will always tell myself this lil' joke that you told me, to remind me that no matter how much people hate to see us together, I won't care cos I've got you, and you're everything that I need. I know I won't go wrong listening to my heart. I know I have finally made a right decision this time. I know you are the one. Baby, I'm sorry for everything, thanks for starting afresh with me all over again, it's a kinda feeling I've never ever had before. I love you (:

Listen to: "don't matter" by Akon

I totally agree with you, net!

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