Its stupid la. Everything seems stupid to me. Everything i did seems stupid. Its not just stupid la. Its super stupid. Sometimes i'm felt damn stupid for thhis pathetic me. I feel useless. Ha. I'm not looking down on myself. Just feel really stupid, sometimes.
I'm changing this skin soon, after my o's okay. Moreover my lappy is spoilt and it's freaking inconvient. I hate it.
I feel stupid because sometimes i don't understand what i was trying to do. I felt My o's as one major thing in my life but i didn't make any effort in it. I feel like loving someone but never get to feel in love. This is shit. God didn't listen to my prayers la. Perharps i wasn't a good girl enough. I'm damn fcuked up with my life. I feel like giving up.
If loving someone is easy, explain me.
Tuesday, 23 October 2007
Sunday, 21 October 2007
Friday, 5 October 2007
Thursday, 27 September 2007
Friday, 14 September 2007
Back from school. SocialStudies on Sg industrial. Not confident of passing. Source-based is a freaking no-time-to-do. BLANK, BLANK, BLANK. so must study and muggggg mugggg muggggg.
Tmr no school ^^
Tmr no school ^^
Tmr no school ^^
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Just auditioned for a moment w nic. I use my boy account aka _GOD_
And battle w npc. First time i manage to overtake leh. Though not for long but still shiok. teeheehee.
Then when i first opened the room, i wanted to invite some chaps in and saw a WORLDSTAR in the lobby. whasehhhhhhhhhhhhhh :p
An amateur/L21 by the nick of WlND also pro pro pro pro prooooo. Perf x17. the npc only manage to get bk the first position at the last min.
Maybe to some pro auditioners these are just chicken burger. But it just lies in the eye of the beholder. bleagh. ^^
ONE MORE MONTH TO GO. GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
click on the pic for larger & clearer view!!!!!!! :D:D:D must see must see.
Tmr no school ^^
Tmr no school ^^
Tmr no school ^^
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Just auditioned for a moment w nic. I use my boy account aka _GOD_
And battle w npc. First time i manage to overtake leh. Though not for long but still shiok. teeheehee.
Then when i first opened the room, i wanted to invite some chaps in and saw a WORLDSTAR in the lobby. whasehhhhhhhhhhhhhh :p
An amateur/L21 by the nick of WlND also pro pro pro pro prooooo. Perf x17. the npc only manage to get bk the first position at the last min.
Maybe to some pro auditioners these are just chicken burger. But it just lies in the eye of the beholder. bleagh. ^^
ONE MORE MONTH TO GO. GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
click on the pic for larger & clearer view!!!!!!! :D:D:D must see must see.

Thursday, 13 September 2007
Wednesday, 12 September 2007
3 f* papers in a go today. Started at o8oo hrs and ended at o33o hrs. TIRING! English essay i wrote on the topic HOPE. And Mathematics paper is gone case alr. sigh.
Gotta go revise and muggggggggggggggggggg till i siao for my math p2 tmr.
SIAO SIAO SIAO SUPER SIAO.
And happy birthday to whoever having birthday today, haa.
Gotta go revise and muggggggggggggggggggg till i siao for my math p2 tmr.
SIAO SIAO SIAO SUPER SIAO.
And happy birthday to whoever having birthday today, haa.
Monday, 10 September 2007
Everything seems so BEAUTIFUL to me today because i gotten my specs!!!
Crystal Clear suface of everything. So wonderful :D:D
It's basically a red in color half-framed spectacle. Nerdy Specs is kinda out of trend for me. And this spec is more to a hardworking student. Whakakaka. Very happy la. I love to look innocent X:
Changed a song in my blog and it's an old song. Listen to the lyrics. It's so 'teary'. ha.
I have edited the pics! But i'm busy to load it up! mainly the reason is i'm just lazy. So By a week's time it will be up. kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
I AM SOOOO VERY INNOCENT :D:D:D:D:D
Thursday, 6 September 2007
Well, while i spend my time to edit those photos, i guess you guys should take a look at this :
Http://morethan-love.blogspot.com
She's my beloved PRETTY; SEXY TWINNIE COUSIN and i love her to gingly death ^^.
Pics coming soon. gorgeous babes and drooling hunks on the way whakakaka x)
ZAI JIAN!
Http://morethan-love.blogspot.com
She's my beloved PRETTY; SEXY TWINNIE COUSIN and i love her to gingly death ^^.
Pics coming soon. gorgeous babes and drooling hunks on the way whakakaka x)
ZAI JIAN!
Thursday, 30 August 2007
Happy sweet 17th birthday to my dearest
LYNN SOH YI NING
sorry wasn't able to celebrate your birthday with you but nevertheless my heart is alwasys with you! hope all your dreams some true. all the best babe.
LYNN SOH YI NING
sorry wasn't able to celebrate your birthday with you but nevertheless my heart is alwasys with you! hope all your dreams some true. all the best babe.

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Went Bugis tdy. Saw my lovely cousins!!! miss them so much! :DD
Wednesday, 29 August 2007
Prom-Night Blues.
It actually calls for a celebration to hear tt there's a prom night this year. First ever in EVG. But to think of tt, who gonna be my partner? I had this thoughts for so long, me and nic came out with nobody. LOL.
If I can choose, my partner should be my buddy, so we can go along better and talk more through the night. A friend whom i knew him long ago. Therefore the only choice is ...

Ah kwek. Who else? He's my friend, for like,
5 holly years.
But why the hell was he chosen by other girl? So i think i shouldn't bother snatching a prom-night partner, which i think is useless. It's just a partner.
Or maybe this dancer here?

He's been my friend for like, 8 years. But i guess he should be 'chopped' .
Or maybe Master? He's my classmate for 2 freaking years. (2 years only, hehs.)

But the most troubling thing in my mind is not the partner, but the clothes i gonna wear to the night. Some georgeous dress maybe? And show my blurging fats? sigh.
I would be the joke of the day. Anyway it's like still some months awy and my next coming o level paper is less than 2mths awy! Time is running. I should buck up.
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Where will i be after my o level... Thoughts are all running wild on me. I still remembered the times when i went to work after my N level last year. In fact, I changed several jobs before i got into a one that i really enjoyed; thou i had only been there for coming 1mth, the memory was perfect.
I remembered working at Logistic Company - Translink Pte Ltd (now known as Agility Pte Ltd) located at Toh Tuck, somewhere in Jurong. First day of work was really scary, everything was a stranger. But as days passes, everyday is a forward looking day.
My life as an administator... ( I'm not in this pic.)

The landscape and the people.





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My desk ; my colleagues.



Edwin. A blur look, a nice chap.



Rahmat. Owns my favourite bike Super4. A hyper joker, wears slippers.





Imran, a hunk. Very Man~


Kamal, my guide. I regarded myself under him more than my ex-supervisor.

Abdullah. Look young, but married with kids.



Ganesan. I always trapped his mouse cos' i rolled abt with my chair alot.

Chee, the kind soul. Drives me to work often.

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Razak. Now promoted working in the office.

with chee.
SEE MY HEIGHT.


It actually calls for a celebration to hear tt there's a prom night this year. First ever in EVG. But to think of tt, who gonna be my partner? I had this thoughts for so long, me and nic came out with nobody. LOL.
If I can choose, my partner should be my buddy, so we can go along better and talk more through the night. A friend whom i knew him long ago. Therefore the only choice is ...
Ah kwek. Who else? He's my friend, for like,
5 holly years.
But why the hell was he chosen by other girl? So i think i shouldn't bother snatching a prom-night partner, which i think is useless. It's just a partner.
Or maybe this dancer here?
He's been my friend for like, 8 years. But i guess he should be 'chopped' .
Or maybe Master? He's my classmate for 2 freaking years. (2 years only, hehs.)
But the most troubling thing in my mind is not the partner, but the clothes i gonna wear to the night. Some georgeous dress maybe? And show my blurging fats? sigh.
I would be the joke of the day. Anyway it's like still some months awy and my next coming o level paper is less than 2mths awy! Time is running. I should buck up.
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Where will i be after my o level... Thoughts are all running wild on me. I still remembered the times when i went to work after my N level last year. In fact, I changed several jobs before i got into a one that i really enjoyed; thou i had only been there for coming 1mth, the memory was perfect.
I remembered working at Logistic Company - Translink Pte Ltd (now known as Agility Pte Ltd) located at Toh Tuck, somewhere in Jurong. First day of work was really scary, everything was a stranger. But as days passes, everyday is a forward looking day.
My life as an administator... ( I'm not in this pic.)
The landscape and the people.
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My desk ; my colleagues.
Edwin. A blur look, a nice chap.
Rahmat. Owns my favourite bike Super4. A hyper joker, wears slippers.
Imran, a hunk. Very Man~
Kamal, my guide. I regarded myself under him more than my ex-supervisor.
Abdullah. Look young, but married with kids.
Ganesan. I always trapped his mouse cos' i rolled abt with my chair alot.
Chee, the kind soul. Drives me to work often.
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And this is me, and my 2nd degree colleagues.
Razak. Now promoted working in the office.
with chee.
SEE MY HEIGHT.
Roz and Wan. Closer to this cliques.
He farts alot.
And this is Man. Pronuced as 'Mon-day' mon. The first guy i knew there.
More stories written during that time can be found under my PAST CHAPTERS ON OCT2006 issues. Stupid english and typo errors all found there. ^^
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Today didn't attend sch. Was in some physical pain till i got all weak and couldn't get out of bed. Ytd morning i was fcuking pissed off because someone talked wrong things to me. Its was unintentionally or not i don't know, but it's totally fcuking ugly to hear those things.
Quarrelled w him the day before.
Sad. 31Aug is getting nearer. byebye, my internet.
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